ABYSS

Falling down Falling down Falling down Falling down Falling into deep thoughts I think I'm lost Deeper than the abyss is my mind They piss me off I don't know how to swim Reflecting in the mirror But that's not me Who is she what she wants? Only thing I see is my hand in front of me I'm drowning once again I'm suffocating, I can't breath Dragging me down, laughing Like it's funny, funny What are you laughing for? You can see me dying, dying My eyes are closing But I can't surrender now I don't want to overthink again But I can't control them Tied with this big chain I'm falling down I can't escape made of pain I need to leave them now The pills are not the key The key is in my mind So hidden that I can't find it Where am I? This loop is like a curse Everything is on repeat Like a nightmare I'm paralysed, I can't move I can't speak Only thing I hear I see is this thing I can't explain to myself what is it My eyes are closing But I can't surrender now I don't want to overthink again But I can't control them