Buzz

Got a buzz like I just popped another addy Tryna find myself but I can't even find me Looking in the mirror I can't even stand me Tryna go back in time when I used to be happy Got a buzz like I just popped another addy Tryna find myself but I can't even find me Looking in the mirror I can't even stand me Tryna go back in time when I used to be happy Swerving down the M6, baby, I be switching lanes I've been on the road but it just don't feel the same Live from the gutter and I know I need to change Better on my own and I'll always feel the same Tryna drown my feelings but it's always on my conscience Got my heart in pieces but now it made me go heartless Pour another 4, got me drowning in this substance Doing dumb shit, doing dumb shit, dumb shit Looking down in my cup and I hope I don't fall in Mama I'm sorry, I can't pick it up, I see you calling I just be sipping and coughing but I keep on pouring I lost track of time, I promise I'm not ignoring You can see me cutting ties on the road Knew it from the start, you go hot and then you cold Sleepless late nights, I be down on my own Say you wanna help me, never turn up and you don't Got a buzz like I just popped another addy Tryna find myself but I can't even find me Looking in the mirror I can't even stand me Tryna go back in time when I used to be happy Got a buzz like I just popped another addy Tryna find myself but I can't even find me Looking in the mirror I can't even stand me Tryna go back in time when I used to be happy Asking me why my cup always purple Pour another 8, gotta quench my thirst Lean got my back till it no longer hurts Sipping got me slow, I might need a nurse Sick and tired of being humble, I said I want it all I been on the road but I swear I missed your call Purple in my cup, got me slow, don't wanna fall Ice in my veins with my back against the wall I cannot say sorry if I know I ain't gonna change Addys in my body, cannot sleep when I'm in pain I been on the muddy, slowing down, purple rain Saying that they know me, throwing dirt on my name I cannot stay focused 'cause my pupils fully dilated Perkys and these Addys in my system, call it high maintenance Looking in the mirror, I be tryna smile but I can't fake it Wanna call my mama up and tell her that i'm okay Yeah, I made it You get one chance around me, then I erase it I got mob ties all around me, you can see I'm dangerous Ain't nobody messing with the kid no more, can't take no fake shit Saying that you know, you can laugh now and cry later Talking back in code, don't understand a translator I can't sleep no more, I been poppin' all these addys I can't see no more, it's been dark all around me I can't feel no more Got a buzz like I just popped another addy Tryna find myself but I can't even find me Looking in the mirror I can't even stand me Tryna go back in time when I used to be happy Got a buzz like I just popped another addy Tryna find myself but I can't even find me Looking in the mirror I can't even stand me Tryna go back in time when I used to be happy