Half Empty

There's another half gone There's another line drawn On the same page once shared Crossed out, ripped up, recycled with care If we could find enough glue, there's not enough we could use It's a horrible new chapter in this awful book Filled with these bitter letters hopelessly spoken with venom There's no rewriting or editing to stick it back together Do you want me to say: "okay life, I'm ready for you"? When I'm scared to move on to something new Cause I miss you Even if I've no right to There's no plug around here that can stop this leak As any happy thought drains far away from me But I'm trying to fill myself up fill myself up But I, I'm still half empty I don't want to sound like a cynic who is constantly baiting But it feels like every friend is just a stranger in waiting And all these faces around me will come and go as they please Even though I am standing, they will walk by me Do you want me to say: "okay life, I'm ready for you"? But I miss you Even if I've no right to There's no plug around here that can stop this leak As any happy thought drains far away from me But I'm trying to fill myself up fill myself up But I, I'm still half empty