Again

(Iof) (Hey there demons it me, your boi, SadSxn) I don't wanna fall into this hole again I'm trying fucking hard I don't know what I'm doing wrong I don't wanna be the way I was back then But I'm fucking sick of losing all my friends I don't wanna fall into this hole again I'm trying fucking hard I don't know what I'm doing wrong I don't wanna be the way I was back then But I'm fucking sick of losing all my friends I don't wanna fucking feel like I'm alone But the voices in my head make me do things I regret I just wanna find a place to call my own But I know when I find it I'll f*ck things up again I don't know why I'm like this I fall apart I cry all night I feel lifeless I don't know what to do Call me cool Kicking back Finding something to prove But I don't wanna fall into this hole again I'm trying fucking hard I don't know what I'm doing wrong I don't wanna be the way I was back then But I'm fucking sick of losing friends