Shit Ain't the Same

I wish I could feel better But this shit ain't the same I've been dying on the inside I need to get away I can't help but fucking notice That these days are getting longer I can't wait to get away from all my pain So I'll be stronger (yea) I wish I could feel better But I think I've gone insane I've been crying all damn night Hoping that it will numb the pain I keep remembering my past Yet my future won't get better But I have to fight the pain And get through all the fucking pressure I try Fighting through the pain I think I'm getting nauseous (yea) I'm numb inside my brain The thoughts surround and kill me (yea) I need to get away I wish I could feel good again But this shit ain't the same As it was back then (yea) I've been trying hard just to make some friends (yea) I don't wanna fall into a hole again But I know that it will happen Cuz I made that shit a habit Oh I try Oh Woah I wish I could feel better But this shit ain't the same I've been dying on the inside I need to get away I can't help but fucking notice That these days are getting longer I can't wait to get away from all my pain So I'll be stronger I wish I could feel better But I think I've gone insane I've been crying all damn night Hoping that it will numb the pain I keep remembering my past Yet my future won't get better But I have to fight the pain And get through all the fucking pressure