Drowning

Yeah, I'm fuckin' drownin' The medicine is broke There's water in my lungs There's regret in my throat There's people that can save me They're reaching out their hands But I won't let them hold on Cuz my life is quicksand Sleeping to avoid my problems Hiding away I know can't ignore my issues "But leave me alone, okay? I know it's not just an off day I've felt like this all week Had headaches for a month And I'm tongue tied, I can't speak When a conversation brewing I'll always change the subject Like "How've you been doing?" "Lovely weather we're having" "I guess" "Yeah" Yeah, I'm fuckin' drownin' The medicine is broke There's water in my lungs There's regret in my throat There's people that can save me They're reaching out their hands But I won't let them hold on Cuz my life is quicksand My eyes have more bags, than Tesco But I get 10 hours of sleep Yeah, I live on the couch, when I stand I will slouch I've had 20 cups of coffee And motivation's just a memory The days are feeling longer 20 weeks behind on chemistry Is it just me, or is gravity getting stronger? 1, 3, f*ck I didn't jump off the bridge I jumped into the bridge Thought I could part the river Feeling like a corpse, I'm withered I didn't jump off the bridge Brain held together by a stitch Thought I could drown my demons But they're taking me down with them! Yeah, I'm fuckin' drownin' The medicine is broke There's water in my lungs There's regret in my throat There's people that can save me They're reaching out their hands But I won't let them hold on Cuz my life is quicksand I just can't get no sleep It's all just black and white My thoughts, they will dictate me Every day and night We'll be the black sheep Of this dystopia The only ones not living With aquaphobia The only ones not living With aquaphobia The only ones not living...