urstillinmydreams

Have you felt disappointed They call you so annoyin When it rains then it pours And everyday it's pourin I'm so messed up in my head Even if my life is soaring I still think that I neglect Everything that is important I gave up my college, it didn't work for me The useless feeling of it really had to burden me My heart is cut open like I just got surgery And everything is burning this shit feel like third degree All these drugs inside my system, I can't take it anymore They call that shit a problem, but don't open up the door All the numbness that I feel, what is this shit for Please bring back the beat, Imma tell my pain some more What's my purpose on this earth I don't even know my worth Life ain't that fuckin' sweet Ironic 'cause they dessert I almost went to jail, like how could I prevail I'm so sorry for my actions Who'd be there for me to bail Prolly no one, I'm alone I don't even have a home I just wanna live remote Get away from their control My ex couldn't stand me that's another shot of brandy And the same goes for my family there is no one that is happy For me I should focus on my health I've been so down in the dumps I've been walking through my hell Almost made it to the cell No one there to wish me well While I'm dying on the inside Imma focus on myself