alive. (feat. Praveen Nagle)

Burning here inside my realm I need to put on my salvation helm I don't wanna be sad inside this hell But I like feeling numb in this place where I dwell I can't think straight when I'm apart from Christ I Remember those days I used to like knives Days thinking I should cut myself twice But Jesus Christ came and changed my mind Don't wanna be sad, don't wanna be numb I don't ever wanna shed a drop of my blood I don't ever wanna feel my wrist turn flood Jesus let me feel your endless love I wanna feel happy inside Jesus took my thoughts of suicide I'm on the road to being alright Shawty please stay here by my side It's oh so hard to live my life When the devil stay on me, attacking my mind Promising me the feelings won't subside Devil you got not place to stay in my mind Satan for Jesus I'm sanctified You have no right to take my time The hours I spent so dead inside It's time to finally feel alive