Breakdown

About to have a breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute I'm 'bout to have a breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute I'm 'bout to have a breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute Eyes burning Head hurting I'm certain it's coming Nothing's working I've been working Trying to run far away from it I can feel it bursting Pulling curtains I'm sick to my stomach Any minute now The world will see All the demons I've punished And put away For a rainy day When I'm all alone Pain in my bones Filled with rage Living in a home That's not my own 'Cuz I'm too afraid Of moving stones That's I've known Help me to escape How can you help When you're running from yourself Trying to find peace When your mind is in hell I pray one day I'll leave Climb out of this cell Blood pouring out of me Holding bars Holy grails Can you feel it Can you feel it Tell me Can you feel it I need to know you feel it Cuz I'm about to breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute I'm 'bout to have a breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute I can't find love Feeling like a burden With my insides burning It's hard to stay cool Learning another person When you're dying inside And can't find the right wording Trying hard not to cry But everything keeps blurring Where do you and I begin When don't we have to pretend How do you trust Someone who isn't in your skin Just to spill out all your guts Giving everything within To some random strangers While you losing all your friends Cuz they feel it How can't I feel it I don't want to feel it Tell me it's ok To feel it Cuz I'm about to breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute I'm 'bout to have a breakdown Breakdown I can feel the breakdown Breakdown Don't wanna have a breakdown Breakdown But I can't help but breakdown Breakdown Wait a minute I, I'm ok I just I just need a moment Just wait a minute I'll be alright Just give me a second