Can't Afford It (feat. Burn The Saeg)

Spent a fortune On pennies for my thoughts Trying to make cents When all my common sense was lost Now I can't spare my heart Unless it's been recorded So I pay no mind Cuz I really can't afford it Morals too expensive These morals too expensive These morals too God damn expensive Man damn Cuz I've been down I've been lost But all I found Is that everything cost What a cost What a cost yeah Even though I've paid the price Was never returned On what I earned I've been burned Trapped in urns Ashes blunting Out the lights Until I took My Phoenix flight Got a new life New being In a world workout meaning I'm like a baby fiending Crying for milk Until I'm through teething Got my mouth On the hilt On anything that can be touched Watch what you leave behind Everything that we digest Always comes in front of us In decent time Down the line The same moment we learn to trust We learn to fear Flawed by design Yet I've been stuck for many years Trying to fix the gears And still ain't perfect We're all my efforts worthless? Chasing eternity in churches Wasted my youth In search of truth To feel well Well beneath the surface Now lies something less than human Or maybe more than one I wonder How many Gods would exist If we believed in none Holy shit It's getting dark Think it's time to go home now Take off these clothes And all these masks that I own now But I don't have enough for the buss And no one left to call Guess I'll try my luck Walk the streets naked Til I fall Spent a fortune On pennies for my thoughts Trying to make cents When all my common sense was lost Now I can't spare my heart Unless it's been recorded So I pay no mind Cuz I really can't afford it Morals too expensive