Catch All My Tears

Now you got me questioning my name When you use it to embed shame Taking advantage of who I was My personality didn't belong to my face And now I don't have one to trace Maybe that's why I put up with all your pain The dangerous shenanigans and games Because I never know what to say Now I look in the reflection of me And wonder who this could possibly be Why don't you scream it from the rooftops Why don't you love me anymore Why don't you show up when I need you When did seeing me become a chore I don't feel warmth from you anymore Get out of my house Don't touch my skin I regret ever letting you in We walk into rooms together Holding hands with wide smiles Then why are we so far apart Has our love past too many miles We may be still together But what we had is long gone You've become my greatest fear I don't think anyone Could catch all my tears I gave you a little glimmer So you took all my shimmer Until there was nothing left to me but dust What we had is now covered in rust You sent me all the signs Why did you waste my time Now I feel like I'm losing my mind You know my heart has been broken I'm trying so hard not to get choked up When people can't seem to stop talking In this big small town while I'm walking You'll question how we got here While I can't breathe from crying You stare at the streams Flowing down my face And tell me you'll keep on trying But all your excuses and lies Are something I'm no longer buying We walk into rooms together Holding hands with wide smiles Then why are we so far apart Has our love past too many miles We may still be together But what we had is long gone You've become my greatest fear I dont think anyone Could catch all my tears Between being your first love And being the first child I cant seem to escape Being everyones test subject I trusted you with my life Now you threaten to take it away No one else knows what you've done I hope no one has to feel this pain We walk into rooms together Holding hands with wide smiles Then why are we so far apart Has our love past too many miles We may be still together But what we had is long gone You've become my greatest fear I dont think anyone Could catch all my tears