Redo

Hey, long time no see Your next door neighbor told me you Grew out your hair Part of me wants to see something new The other part of me reminds me that You are still the same dude I had to cut all my hair off The memories lingered over my shoulders And down my back We both know I had to stop them From growing Time makes me blind I was hoping to make things right this time But your betrayal belongs in a history book Next to my songs and my brand new look Drowning from crying Crying but lying Embarrassed to say I still loved you Afraid to say let's redo Drowning from crying Crying but lying Embarrassed to say I still loved you Afraid to say let's redo I feel overjoyed and overwhelmed by my Freedom I am finally able to rejoin the real world After escaping the imaginary one you Made up That only revolved around you I had to sell everything you bought me Because each necklace became a collar Indicating your ownership over me I had to escape and break free Drowning from crying Crying but lying Embarrassed to say I still loved you Afraid to say let's redo Drowning from crying Crying but lying Embarrassed to say i still loved you Afraid to say let's redo Maybe I liked the pain Cause baby you did the same For the first time I can feel something Maybe all I'm trying to say Is that I cant bear another day Without you laughing in my face Maybe I liked the pain You'll keep calling me crazy While I keep calling you baby Drowning from crying Crying but lying Embarrassed to say I still loved you Afraid to say let's redo Drowning from crying Crying but lying Embarrassed to say I still loved you Afraid to say let's redo I'm so glad we didn't redo Because I deserve so much better than you