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Everyday I get the cold shoulder Close them emotions open explosive, hold it Speakin wit Casper the ghost you don't need melatonin you get it when you older oh I'm back in office so note it, noted I see you up on yo hoe shit, noted Cliche, makeshift, words you own it You ain't have to tell me you are you showed it You ain't even have to show me I noticed And I'm kicking rocks down the road as I go It's YOLO, you f*ck up once then it's over Two Ballistics on my side I grope em, you notice I Flail em around something's takin control Don't ask what I'm on just on go mode Is this your home? Cause I'm the tenant I'm shoal in it Too connected if I can't go on I'm closing it I'm kinda defective dont know what's wrong wit it Too much of mine don't want none of yo' business You way out yo way must've lost yo' role in it I'm made outta matter my atoms I'm honin em Don't know why I get sad Discover love don't know why I did that Think bad, wish bad, put it in my wish bag Just in case a frenemy, already wished that Light years ahead that's a wreck you can't get that I cannot sit still restlessness is bad Kinda got a stutter and a twitch wit a lisp yea Prolly cause they irkin my nerves, yeh Everyday I get the cold shoulder Close them emotions open explosive, hold it Speakin wit Casper the ghost you don't need melatonin you get it when you older oh I'm back in office so note it, noted I see you up on yo hoe shit, noted Cliche, makeshift, words you own it So hold it Shut up lil nihh need a lil less sleep And a lil less eat to reach my totem Really don't like skipping eating but it make me more eager Backwards ass but that's me on my teeter Take a peep at my pupils you know this the realist me Maybe fake a few smiles but the realist teeth I greet myself n say, hate to meet ya Look at old me can't wait to beat ya And I'm super jetted and my phone tapped I can't talk I'm federal You gone have to wait to believe And my depression just pulled up Imma have to kill his ass or I'll have to wait till he leave Found him as a young teen, now he becoming a Saevy fiend He bringin out the sacred in me S-P-E-E-D, Saevy putting effort in everything destructionally At my lowest of the low no touching on me No hand on my back no rubbing on me no comforting me Discomforted, ask is you dumber than me? Just playin, look in reflection and laugh Detonate and deteriorate in a bath As I gasp, can you breathe? Nah that was almost my last Nod with a sigh And I try and bounce back Switching sides I'm in different minds every night Ya morals ain't tightened, you need em wiped Never wanna find me, when I'm in sight Reminds me better not post when I die Or my skeletal gone have to He got a aerial view so he gone catch you He lost his mind you got a mind he gone match you Playing tether with you get a bone fracture Yah Everyday I get the cold shoulder Close them emotions open explosive, hold it Speakin wit Casper the ghost you don't need melatonin you get it when you older oh I'm back in office so note it, noted I see you up on yo hoe shit, noted Cliche, makeshift, words you own it You ain't gotta tell me you are you showed it Wanted to stop but I couldn't, slide Beat up vanilla, it's sugary pudding Illustrate in a drawing that im your darling Down to the root to the bottom, Charmin Never let your guard down, who is you guardin Know a lil too much about me, Nardwuarin Hate giving warnings so you aren't warned Nothing a accident, not even karma Polish me pretty I'm platinum you bronzin F*ck perfect I'm always perfecting I'm on it Odds are random as betting F*ck the respect get the instrumental stretched Cause I know I ain't done yet Know It's only the fiction alive Half swiping just to see if I won yet At times I be bitchin admit it I'm complex Stop, replay, and put me right back inna complex Put my cous' in the fetus with me Cause I know hell maintain it and we seein equal F*ck a small vehicle I'm running on diesel Big tank keep me alive for the people Actually, I been running shit on half e I'm the master of puppets OG know I'm evil Life is a video game did you realize that And I mean nothing, none of it's real Oh my fault, I had to go back to see what's revealed Feel like I'm patronized Till they make me cry on the inside, outside shielded Everything's a issue, homies don't stick to the title Issa bribal, they bypass on my arrival Imma bypass survival Dead off 18, speed it up, now it's 36 in my vitals Zombie through the night, precise as a vinyl Take the pace of time and i times it by 9 Calm myself down to the "Hey there Delilah" Don't wonder for a moment, what it's like to live a livid life A reasoning for myself, don't think you'll make it far as I've been Little one, put it all beside ya Stress and anger anchor, that shit shining Don't even write me, don't say goodbye That's a real cold, shoulder You like it Uh, put em on a shit show when I shit Metabolism moving too intense I'm be-lighted Tap Simon to get a whiff of it He say it ain't excessive, do it more precisely Cerebrum ringing all week and it's tired When the weekend come give a nigga hybrid Light it up, fire it, turn on a hydrant Turn on a hydrant That shit funny I don't even know That shit just funny