Inconspicuous

Foundation's breaking These walls decay Suffocating in my own skin Anxiety filled with no remedy A constant reminder I was never enough in your eyes I was never enough How can I be? How can I be? How can I be who you wanted? How can I help you see? See that I'm worth what I'm asking for Abandon me All I needed was some empathy I guess that's too much to ask for Fighting to be seen Cut wide open bleeding Just for you to acknowledge me for who I am A false king sitting on a throne of lies A crown of thorns placed on my head when living is my only crime In your eyes I'm just a burden a waste I only wanted your love but manipulation was in its place You only care about yourself but who am I to blame? I only care about myself Just look at the mistakes I've made So many mistakes were made I did my best but when you yelled all I could do was freeze I'm sick of lying and trying to please everybody but myself All I needed was some empathy I guess that's too much to ask for Fighting to be seen Cut wide open bleeding Just for you to acknowledge me for who I am What must I do? What do you need? To see that I'm worth not abandoning What must I do? Why can't you see? I've been fighting my whole life Just to be seen