Colors (Gravity)

I lost my nerve and the colors merge A hand that holds me so short I lost my nerve and the colors merge Do I control myself? A hand that holds me so short Do I control myself? Do I control myself? Can I control myself? Forward and forward Up and down It seems like I can either raise to heaven Or fall down Down to hell with my darkest thoughts To the bottom where I belong Down into the dark All these lights they shine so bright All the colors they appear so clean This could be my paradise If it's something I dare to achieve I lost my nerve and the colors merge The light up there is so bright I lost my nerve and the colors merge But is it reachable? The light up there is so bright But is it reachable? But is it reachable? Gravitating between pain and bliss Ambitiously falling into the abyss When did I become like this? I am back in this cage No clue why I'm here Is this what I'm supposed to be? Who pulled my trigger? Who pulled my trigger? I lost my nerve and the colors merge A hand that holds me so short I lost my nerve and the colors merge Do I control myself? A hand that holds me so short Do I control myself? Do I control myself? Can I control myself? I am back in this cage No clue why I'm here Who pulled my trigger? Who pulled my trigger? I am back in this cage No clue why I'm here Who pulled my trigger? Who pulled my trigger?