Lighthouse

All the things I turn my mind to Not enough time to think about you Neither can I hear your pleading Nor can I hold you here with me I am the rust that eats you up And the pressure that breaks you down I am the ice That resists the fire itself My reason and emotions Constantly clash Nothing left Just us Remaining as despaired Beaten and defeated You are the lighthouse that Protects me from the surge But I am too scared To follow your light What if I drown you In my darkness So I close my eyes Turn around and set sails I am starving Drifting along your coast To afraid To anchor and give you hope Or leave you devastated My longing for a home leaves Scorched earth Suffer and sorrow My reason and emotions Constantly clash Nothing left Just us Remaining as despaired Beaten and defeated You are the lighthouse that Protects me from the surge But I am too scared To follow your light What if I drown you In my darkness So I close my eyes Turn around and set sails When the storm leashes the waves And the wind tears the sail Your shore seems so Peaceful and calm You are what I need But belonging into deep Is what I deserve So I have to sink into the depths Just to protect you Like a lighthouse that blinds me Before I collide I am the vortex that drags you in I will snap your back in just a whim I am the creature of the sea If you are with me You'll no longer be I am the vortex that drags you in I will snap your back in just a whim I am the creature of the sea If you are with me You'll no longer be You'll no longer be You'll no longer be You'll no longer be