The Storm

My thoughts hanging low Like black clouds before the storm A lightning strikes into my heart When my dreams and my life collide Followed by the thunder Of self-hatred and doubts When rain drops into the spills And distorts the reflection The storm rages through my mind And I am sinking in Deeper into this addiction again But I dig myself out Out of this misery I sail by myself seek fortune again When the wind blows These walls won't break When the rain falls This roof will remain And even when the earth quakes The foundations will stay I forged this path on my own To save myself I forged this path on my own To save myself When the storm came I thought you would hold the shelter This seemed so familiar But when you left The rain lashed to my face Soaked by the black clouds above me Now I am sinking again And I can't make a move I feel so captured in myself Thoughts that keep pulling me deeper Until the mud swallows me And buries me under The storm rages through my mind And I am sinking in Deeper into this addiction again But I dig myself out Out of this misery I sail by myself seek fortune again When the wind blows These walls won't break When the rain falls This roof will remain And even when the earth quakes The foundations will stay I forged this path on my own To save myself I weathered the storm And tamed the sea I am the pillar I am these walls I am this foundation I built by myself