4-2-6

I used to just get by and I thought that was enough The days were long and lonely but at least I lived them But at some point getting by became way too rough The years blended together and I became so numb And now all I want is a life better than what I had A life that won't go out of its way to make me feel sad I don't think that's much to ask You tell me to fight off all the thoughts that keep me weighed down But they're all I've known and I'm so afraid of being lonely I've relied on others to pull me out when I drown But now I'm alone so I'll have to be my one and only And now all I want is a love better than what I had A love that won't go out of its way to make me look bad I don't think that's much to ask Help, it's all starting to decay I knew I couldn't keep it together No, I won't let it fade away I'm going to make this last forever