New Ways to Cope

The joke stopped being funny when it became too real for me I'm way too sensitive and I can't handle this I need to be kind to myself or I won't make it alive I need new ways to cope or I'll collapse again I'm never gonna be alright again Unless I get out of my own head I make myself cringe daily it makes me wanna die I shouldn't say things like that it's instinct at this point And everyone around doesn't seem to notice it at all They shrug and just move on or push me even further I'm never gonna be alright again Unless I get out of my own head So don't laugh at me when I'm in pain Even if I'm doing it myself I need new ways to cope or I'll collapse again I can't just say I'm fine until it becomes true I need new ways to cope or I'll collapse again I can't just say I'm fine until it becomes true I'm never gonna be alright again Unless I get out of my own head So don't laugh at me when I'm in pain Even if I'm doing it myself