Miss Me?

It's about that fucking time I spit some fucking hate There's nothing left for me Inside this current state I should've quit this shit Such a long time ago And where we're fucking going I'll never fucking know Forgive me if you please It doesn't change a thing It doesn't dry these tears That all the trauma brings I lost little something Over the past few years I've lost my fucking mind Consumed by hate and fear I'm here to tell you straight You're never breaking loose The time is running out You gotta fucking choose I can't escape the trauma I feel inside my heart And all the fucking lies Still tearing me apart So give lots of space I'm rabid as you see You give all this advice You'll never set me free So just sit back and watch Me rot inside this cage Still gonna fucking decay In spite of all my rage Did you really miss me Cuz now I'm fucking back Did you really love me Despite the sense I lack Here we go again You know there's no escape Safe Word is back again So this must be my fate There's no redemption here You better fucking jet You think I'll make it through Then place your fucking bets But in the fucking end I don't owe you a thing From all the fucking pain It's all you ever bring Please tell me what the f*ck You all expect from me I'll always let you down I'm filled with my disease I'm scared as fucking hell Of what the future brings There's nothing left inside Now everybody sing