Pariah

Could be lying down but I'm still being busy I'm still feeling dizzy when I'm upright Claustrophobic in a big place Sitting still make my heart race Trying to be the light on a dark night Dreaming though I'm wide awake Breathing even though I'm dead I'm up against every thing below me Keep my head below the water Imagine that I met my daughter I'm blind but I can still see I'm a pariah People say they've seen me in two places At the same time Keep it low but I'm getting higher No smoke without fire I'm a pariah I'm not alone but I'm lonely I'm not alone but I'm lonely I go against the grain, make a beat to the air raid An obvious place, but you can't find me Even though theres sunrise, I still want my lullaby So I can wake so effortlessly Need to drink to get so sober When it starts I'll say it's over Running out of air on the outside In my lead balloon, I'll be floating up to you Like a grounded bird, but I'm in flight I just found my pot of gold, now gotta find my rainbow Who knows, I might let them find me When I exit my hiding place and no one recognise my face Then the innocent can plead guilty You think I don't know what they say about me You think I don't know I'm a pariah People say they've seen me in two places At the same time I'm a roller, I wanna get higher Keep it to myself I'm a pariah I'm not alone but I'm lonely I'm not alone but I'm lonely Please let me cover my eyes I'm not alone but I'm lonely Can they see me through my disguise I'm not alone but I'm lonely I'm not alone but I'm lonely You think I don't know what they say about me I'm a pariah People say they've seen me in two places At the same time Keep it low but I'm getting higher No smoke without fire I'm a pariah I'm not alone but I'm lonely It feels like matter of time I'm not alone but I'm lonely Im keeping up I'm so far behind I'm not alone but I'm lonely Say good morning in the middle of the night