Beginning

In the beginning I remember I was soaked Full of meanings, hopes, should's and wont's Opening my heart for exchange Happiness, warmth and pain Took all them fears of mine Burned them all away Slowly with time it all goes disintegrating Just actions in a row In this shallow pool of objective truth Every day I convey myself with life The boredom of this repetitive state of being Engulfs me in a cold pale fire I have to take this numbness Burn it all away Slowly with time it all goes disintegrating Just actions in a row