Lookin' For A Reason

The hatred in my eyes isn't a good enough disguise Nothing to hide behind anymore Can you hear my cries You walk past me with a smile on your face Never meeting my gaze I wish I didn't miss you how I do I've lived so long without you Do you find peace in knowing that too Looking for an answer Why you left me behind Searching for a reason Why you're still on my mind I should really start wearing my own clothes Maybe smile a little more But will it show So i'll act natural take deep breaths Think of myself any less But your voice won't leave my head And I wonder why you left me behind But the answers I might find Won't do good for my mind Looking for an answer Why you left me behind Searching for a reason Why you're still on my mind Will things ever change The days go on and they're all the same Is there a way I can escape from this disaster Looking for an answer Why you left me behind Searching for a reason Why you're still on my mind Looking for an answer Why you left me behind I'm searching for a reason Why you're still on my mind Still on my mind Still on my mind