Dear Diary

Delusional God complex Pulling out my teeth So sick, Disillusioned Ignore all my needs Teddy's instead of doctors Never wanna eat Scared of all the others People will hurt me Make up fake people who could Care for me, give me hugs, and should Be able to handle my burdens Dear diary, dear, dear diary Everything hurts, will it ever fucking leave? Please? Dear diary, dear, dear diary I'm exhausted, can you see? Can anyone love me? Please? Dear diary, dear, dear diary Oh dear diary, dear, dear diary Intense self hatred Question affection Keep thyself a secret Live in confusion Watch myself self destruck God, I wanna run Can someone take care of me This isn't any fun Make up fake people who could Care for me, give me hugs, and should Be able to handle my burdens Dear diary, dear, dear diary Everything hurts, will it ever fucking leave? Please? Dear diary, dear, dear diary I'm exhausted, can you see? Can anyone love me? Please? Dear diary, dear, dear diary Oh dear diary, dear, dear diary These pink leather gloves Hold up my cheeks like turtledoves The attempt to see my eyes Red and itchy from my cry I'm new to the love A home given from up above Treat me with all cuddles Lots of hugs, tons of bubbles Dear diary, dear, dear diary Everything hurts, will it ever fucking leave? Please? Dear diary, dear, dear diary I'm exhausted, can you see? Can anyone love me? Please? Dear diary, dear, dear diary Oh dear diary, dear, dear diary