forever, possibly?

Is it that hard, To stop, running circles in your mind? Is it that bad I've tried almost a thousand times (And I can't think straight) Because my mind is in the ground, My heads in the clouds (And I can't think straight) I'm not okay when I'm alone I'll sing here for Hours and hours Wait for a text back But I wont get one anyway I'm left here with just my thoughts Pretending to be okay I know that I'm not perfect I think I need to be better than this I'm all alone, I'm on my own forever Cause I'm fucking stupid Think that I'll be here forever