heartbreak nostalgia

Tell me what you want We keep holding on Freeze the frame in solitary journaling Oh no Written on a note Saved for when I'm low I draw the line It's bleeding through with permanent glow Forever haunted Drunk on the thought of Rewriting episodes Time for letting go I needed you to forget That the knife cut deeper before My wounds are scarring over They're starting to show Can you remind me When the dream space got me spaced out entirely I found a way, flip the page when I'm spiraling It works great cause I find the truth frightening My anxiety is heightening But nowadays I can fake a smile 'til The Otherside blinds me Til the darker days turn to fantasy behind me I live a life, line the talents with the timing End interrogations on the point of all this rhyming At least I try to We can play pretend 'til your past self writes you It's only then you determine if it's rightful I really hate waking up this spiteful Sticking to the game plan When did we get so serious? At eighteen, I was fiending for the realest shit but now I'm feeling this Pressure Non-stop lessons Heartbreak is the only answer to your questions I needed you to forget That the knife cut deeper before My wounds are scarring over They're starting to show Tell me you forget All that we wanted Disregard them Won't you tell me you forget To see the picture perfect memories in time We gotta stitch together something wise Push the needle deep inside To override The quality of my shame