20/20

Dear lord Forgive me Hindsight is 20/20 Yah Yah Yah Running from my past trying not to trip, not to slip Addicted to the game chasing paper that was not legit Went days in the same clothes like my stylist quit Momma think im in the lab, i was till i hit the strip Buzzed off of something else, wasn't off no bickering Did my dirt all by my lonely, wasn't off no witnesses Dipping in the alley in all black, couldn't see the kid Splitting for i had to shoot, till the day i really did Shawty tried to hold me down but i aint know how to treat that She use to rub my back when i bagged up for the tree set Shoulda used a condom even though i never squeezed in Later she had a son i bug every time i see them Cause every time i see him, i swear i see resemblance But she said another fella got her pregnant i aint press it Stressing all crazy tried to numb my brain Started sippin treating lean like it was Novocain Yah If the good die young lord Why im praying i can live long I made a whole lot of mistakes lord I just hope you can forgive um all They say hindsight is 20/20 They say hindsight is 20/20 I can see clearly now They say hindsight is 20/20 Got jumped with my homie and he ran on me So i stopped kicking it with him and let his girl blow me Eye for an eye thats what the world showed me Was done wrong so many times i felt the world owed me Boy was i wrong the world aint give me nothing I aint had a good relationship since I seen how devious these chicks is They'll do you grimy if you push the wrong buttons I use to think that I could only trust my cousins Till a couple of um turned they back on me I parked up at they crib with the strap on me Call me soft but my heart wouldn't let me do it I couldn't see the fam knowing that i pulled it I think i blew it down all the way home Stressing all crazy tried to numb my brain Started sippin man the lean was like Novocain If the good die young lord Why im praying i can live long I made a whole lot of mistakes lord I just hope you can forgive um all They say hindsight is 20/20 They say hindsight is 20/20 I can see clearly now They say hindsight is 20/20 Messed up so many times think i lost count Man i prolly burned a couple million down The voices still try to take control of me I know the angels got me cause i'm still around I try to pray every night before i sleep Im just tryna make better decisions now I aint tryna fall victim to the streets Momma counting on me i cant let her down If the good die young lord Why im praying i can live long I made a whole lot of mistakes lord I just hope you can forgive um all They say hindsight is 20/20 They say hindsight is 20/20 I can see clearly now They say hindsight is 20/20 They say hindsight is 20/20 They say hindsight is 20/20 I can see clearly now Yah