I'm so Tired of Missing You

I'm so tired of missing you, I'm so- I'm so tired of missing you I'm so tired of missing you My heart strings tug on thoughts askew I thought looking forward would make me new But I'm still stuck on what we been through You ate my heart like a cannibal Exploded that shit like a cannon ball Ravenous, cold like an animal Love into hatred if tangible Don't even know if it's sanable yeah I'm going through the motions like it's old news That's why I'm so tired of missing you I know you don't take me seriously But I love you unconditionally There all lies, you're not mine Dissociating with my time Maybe you're right I was out of line But I still watch my backwards nine Just don't follow my lead I said words I don't mean Just please don't leave me I'm so tired of missing you, I'm so- I'm so tired of missing you I'm so tired of missing you My heart strings tug on thoughts askew I thought looking forward would make me new But I'm still stuck on what we been through You ate my heart like a cannibal Exploded that shit like a cannon ball Ravenous cold like an animal Love into hatred if tangible Don't even know if it's sanable yeah I'm going through the motions like it's old news That's why I'm so tired of missing you I'm so tired of missing you My heart strings tug on thoughts askew I thought looking forward would make me new But I'm still stuck on what we been through