Should I Care

The scars have made me emotionally numb You dug into my skin, what have I done? I barely recognize myself So why should I care anymore I'm already on the floor No more lies, no more games I'm tired of your sadistic ways You tied a noose and you wrapped around my neck All I was tryna do was sleep on my bed You tugged as you could Till I couldn't breathe Till I couldn't see You expect me to clean up your mess Well I'm picking up the pieces You treat me like a total pest Even though we're neck and neck I'm still not at my best You still settle for less I thought you loved me Baby Sweetie I thought you wanted me The scars have made me emotionally numb You dug into my skin what have I done I barely recognize myself So why should I care anymore I'm already on the floor No more lies, no more games I'm tired of your sadistic way So why should I bare all the pain That you want me just to take Life just ain't fair Now that I'm so self aware Why you do this Why do me Why you do this Why do me Why you do this Why do me Should I care, should I not Broken hearts are many Loving you is like fenti I been waiting centuries You think I forgot the memories There the only thing that really Haunts me And I can't leave Why can't I escape my mind Cause it's full of lies I been trying to save myself from you What really do I got to lose I thought you loved me Baby Sweetie I thought you wanted me The scars have made me emotionally numb You dug into my skin what have I done I barely recognize myself So why should I care anymore I'm already on the floor No more lies, no more games I'm tired of your sadistic ways So why should I bare all the pain That you want me just to take Life just ain't fair Now that I'm so self aware Why you do this Why do me Why you do this Why do me Why you do this Why do me Should I care, should I not