Humming Bird

Battling myself it don't seem right I'm losing sleep the wolves out at midnight I'm throwing hands with the demons in sight The man in the mirror wants to take lives At 16 I had three stripes (3 stripes) No prison time but carvings with a small knife Shot with ink to cover feelings inside I was waking up depressed I was deprived I was fending for some answers I got no where to go I would tell some folks my story but they think it's a joke Till I almost OD off the pills that I took I had all my people scared man I needed some help But Where my people at when I was crying bout death My open heart was voided don't slip on the steps But Now i'm dusting off like the top of the shelf I don't cry no more I just had to realize my wealth Seems like nobody heard me. All the pain that I went through Had a notebook that held all of my thoughts Note 1200 I should punch the clock How should I go out with the drugs or the glock I ain't have no one to vent to so I talked to God He said my son keep pushing everything gone be straight Just keep your head high and shed all the dead weight Just take it day by day don't give a f*ck what they say You done made it out the gutter use the mic to make way Philippians 29:11