No Paradise

Contemplate a lot when it’s coming to this life I don’t really give a f*ck If I’m living or I die Muthafuckas wanna front like they feeling dead Inside What I got what they want but this ain’t no paradise Mama had the gun she was talking suicide I was stacking up my funds just to make it thru the night I was tryna find the sun but I couldn’t see the light Now I’m back to where we started everything is alright Still it’s f*ck my father he ain’t nothin but a bum Far as I’m concerned he don’t even gotta son Had him by the neck I just wish that I was done 30 more seconds woulda killed him for my mom F*ck it ain’t seen him since I was in 10th grade Now I’m mixing codeine with the fuckin lemonade Got it on my own we ain’t nowhere near the same I ain’t even in my prime I ain’t never seen the fame I don’t gotta talk shit imma young boss bitch Never gotta floss shit hunnits in deposit 84s crawling and my speakers knockin Try and run up on me pistol in my pocket Slippin out of conscience then I black out Something like the movie never back down I don’t wanna talk if it ain’t cash now Imma keep on smoking till I pass out Hustle muhhfucka all I know is go get it Fore I waste my time I would rather go spend it Doing what I want I ain’t never had a limit You don’t like the game what the f*ck you doing in it Pussy muhhfucka ion think you understand Said you wanna box but I ain’t throwing hands Imma send shots while you scrolling on the gram I ain’t worried bout no pride cuz I know you ain’t a man I don’t got no time for y’all I’m doing what I’m spose to do So put your hands up on the wall I’m done with every one of you Give me your phones you ain’t gone call the police and no friends too It ain’t no room for you to talk y’all pussy now you dog food Contemplate a lot when it’s coming to this life I don’t really give a f*ck If I’m living or I die Muthafuckas wanna front like they feeling dead Inside What I got what they want but this ain’t no paradise Mama had the gun she was talking suicide I was stacking up my funds just to make it thru the night I was tryna find the sun but I couldn’t see the light Now I’m back to where we started everything is alright