When I Die

Hate me when I’m here then love me when I die Imma come thru in a candy painted ride All white suit and my soul up in the sky Why was there no love back when I was alive Fading into purgatory my soul don’t belong here Living wasn’t workin for me yeah it’s been a long year Death ain’t even scary to me it’s like I got no fear F*ck all the fugazy love when I leave don’t shed no tears I don’t talk to mama it’s the same shit with my father Moved my life to California yeah I left behind a lot of things I left Rosas daughter Looked at rings I almost bought her one But she was only toxic so I put an end to all our dreams Hate me when I’m here then love me when I die Imma come thru in a candy painted ride All white suit and my soul up in the sky Why was there no love back when I was alive Sacrifice my happiness to help these troubled children out I can not describe all the shit that I be feelin now Struggled on my lonely why you ask me how I’m livin now I’m so fucking anxious and I got some shit to figure out We don’t got no business talkin less you talkin money mane If it’s love that’s cool but if not get the f*ck up out my face Tryna keep my shit together find my mind a better place I don’t want no part of this shit I’d rather be in a cage Hate me when I’m here then love me when I die Imma come thru in a candy painted ride All white suit and my soul up in the sky Why was there no love back when I was alive