I Keep Calling

ChorusIntro:Pick up, Pick up...Pick up, Pick up...Verse One:Now I can't even think back. Self-induced amnesia has made its impact &Mental health produced at leisure was frayed once it was intact &I voluntarily refuse to remenisce &If I could choose any wish...I'd lose my genesis &And prove to my nemesis that I don't need Memory Lane on my way home &But I got lost and I needed a pay phone &Because I was in an unsafe zone...inside of a place unknown &Where unfamilliar faces roam (...and it's so strange)... &I've got no change...I could've sworn that I did when I left &My breath gets heavy with every lie and theft &I looked right and left...then I called people at my home collect &To tell them, "Things changed." But they just won't accept &I'm out of range...with no respect. Every time I asked for directions &All I got was dead ai, cut lines, and bad connections &People who would helo changed their number to unlisted &411 info left me unassisted. Wickedly twisted... &incidents. Is it coincidence? I choose to think so &Deep in thought, my eyes blink slow. Pictures appear like slide shows &My mind knows each and every single detail &Total recall is leaving me pale &Sick to my stomach...nautious...forces of nature bring my homing instinct &Its stink...is so distinct...now let me think...a minute &epiphany: This is the much traveled trail from my past &Now an unbeaten path...unfunny memories are now making me laugh.ChorusVerse Two:Haaaaaa! The flashbacks of my past acts are numerous &Since out the uterus...Earth encounters ain't been that humerous &heheheheh...my laugh lines have been faked for the last time &I'm past my prime. Climaxing again is a task of mine &I'm homeward bound. Break out the map and atlas &I ask gas station attendants...and they just act pissed &I'm black listed...for not staying true to white lies &I fight lies...in darkness...heartless...until the night dies &Then I shed some light on what's the matter &Reflections in the looking glass self scatter when the hard stares make it shatter &7 years bad luck? Time's irrelevant &I'm searching for signs of intelligent minds, but find the element &Which blinds what the hell I think. Now I'm thinking... &"What time is it?" I see the 12:00 blinking &Check the position...of the sun...to see there is none &I figure there's an eclipse...so I look away to save my wisdom &The solar system left me stranded in a universe &Where I do reverse psychology. Apologies are made through my verse &Ain't nothing to do but curse when I'm frustrated &Making people disgusted. Plus, I'm mistrusted and hated &That's an understatement, but who really cares about my failure years? &I'm on an expedition...following my trail of tears &From when I cried, but...it dried up...and vaporized &I played your game, so where's my consalation prize? I'm taking lies &from faking guys...and gals...who want to be my pals...and peers &At this here pace, it'll take me a thousand years &To fins my way back...encompassing what they lack &It cost me most of my life, but still I'm thinking about a pay back &Decapitated...I lost my head, and fear is activated &I'm in a fog. My blood, sweat and tears evaporated &I back track to find my lost sense of direction &Stop, look, and listen...before I cross the intersection &There's much construction. I'm signaled with morse code &to take a detour. Somehow I end up on an off road &I squint my eyes...trying to find some street signs &I can only read strong thoughts. These people have weak minds &Trapped in a desert that to me looks like a sandbox &With damn NARCS...hold up, son...I'm noticing some landmarks &I rack my brain...knowing that I can't attack in vane &Upon return I promised myself not to act the same &But every so often my selective screen memory...will be my enemy &Metamorphasize and say, "Remember me?" &Getting me petro...wish I could kill the retro &But heck no...to much of my past I just can't let go &I'm just a stone's throw away from my home turf...which really is this whole earth &But claims like that have no worth &epiphany: And then it hits me...the reason why I'm dizzy &Is because I've been traveling in circles keeping myself busy.(Where is he?)ChorusOutro:Deejay Perseus drumming.