Lemon

You played the cards that you were dealt Maybe it's unfair, no poker face You said that we were gonna make it. Anything and anywhere I trusted you, I had no choice I was a kid just nine years old New start, new beginning But unfortunately, you were wrong again Unstable mind, unstable home Everything's wrong, I don't understand Why you're crying alone on the kitchen floor Trying to get to you is like going, no brakes, Towards a wall. People look down on us, I don't wanna try I was a lemon, amber and bright You always feeding my root with lies I thought you wanted some sympathy I gave it and you made lemonade out of me Now it's my turn, been three decades The cycle starts once again Ten years not knowing what was wrong I was alone and feeling numb The glass, it cuts. The tears, they stain My bed is my own safe space. Pills go down my throat yet Everything feels the same I was a lemon, amber and bright You always feeding my root with lies I thought you wanted some sympathy I gave it and you made lemonade out of me