Trepidation

Ripping through layers I thought I'd never shed Pushing the grid falling faster until I'm dead Nothing will ease the pain Pulling leeches from my brain Every thought is the same I'm moving out of frame I'll forget my name A body: trapped in this vessel I'm nothing special Releasing my thoughts Everything I've been taught Caught in a crowd while all my thoughts are bleeding loud My memory is fading No where to be found The constant pattern of destructive thought, it whispers in my ear, "you are nothing, you Are no one" Bleeding for answers to all of this, there is no end, it never ends A ritual too familiar I can't open up my eyes