Heaven on Earth

Rearrange my perception I see the truth hidden behind every lesson Can't believe when the feeling gets neglected I'm oppressed with my depression I'm Obsessed with the thought of heaven Only exists 'cause we know what hell is I think about it every second F*ck the drama I'm just tryna count a blessing But I don't wanna embellish I was down bad I was feeling breathless People looking at me through a glass house But I don't even know where I'm at now Visions of light and then it blacks out Through the void to your bitch, I watch it pass now Blurry visions got me ready to pass out Take another one till I tap out Fly like a dove maybe like a phoenix Rising above but I feel like I'm sealed in So damn relentless On my way to heaven I feel like a dead end One hell of a feeling yeah Wake up I'm dealing with all of this dread Complacent but none of this shit making sense Amazing how I still have patience through all of this hatred my mind keeps on racing again Rearrange my perception I see the truth hidden behind every lesson Can't believe when the feeling gets neglected I'm oppressed with my depression I'm Obsessed with the thought of heaven Only exists 'cause we know what hell is I think about it every second F*ck the drama I'm just tryna count a blessing