a thousand apologies

I promise I never lied when I told you, "I'm all in." I promise I always tried, but I can't see where it's going I'm sorry if I've been misleading With all my advances succeeding Apologies I'm feeling differently Apologies for the epiphany A thousand apologies, I hope you get over me A thousand apologies, I'm a fraud and fake for moving on you see A thousand apologies, can you forgive me? A thousand apologies, I know I was wrong but can you blame me? Hey, let me paint a picture, a pretty portrait a depiction from my observation I saw your eyes and you saw so we had a conversation I saw a life, I saw a lie and lost my concentration I get distracted as I ponder on perfection The wonder from the little things like diamonds, gold, and silver Rings a bell inside my noggin, while I'm jogging, while I'm running from catastrophe Running from what's coming like I'm running from reality Gradually escaping gravity by making good decisions I'm sorry if you're making moves since you're not aiming with precision That's precisely why you're missing this bigger picture I've painted for you Last time asked me where I'd been when I'd been waiting for you Honestly, I find it really hard to see you moving on without me but I guess that's how it Ought to be Thousand apologies for the wasted time, thousands apologies I thought you were mine I promise I never lied, my intentions changed over time and that's the honest truth I never meant to make you cry I'd apologize a thousand times but why did you ignore The signs? Can you explain that? was someone else on your mind, note the display's blank Give me a playback, remember way back. When you were acting funny I was laid back I can't be played akh This not a game chat and there's no way back I said I'd never cheat, How could you say that? I thought you trusted me until I heard the commentary I'm not a liar or a fiend but I'm still a human being I make mistakes the same as you, but now I'm leaving Loyalty over love mentality is so freeing It's so freeing, I can't believe it I promise I never lied when I told you, "I'm all in." I promise I always tried, but I can't see where it's going I'm sorry if I've been misleading With all my advances succeeding Apologies I'm feeling differently Apologies for the epiphany A thousand apologies, I hope you get over me A thousand apologies, I'm a fraud a fake for moving on you see A thousand apologies, can you forgive me? A thousand apologies, I know I was wrong but can you blame me? I promise I never lied when I told you, "I'm all in."