break me

I love the rain on my windows It helps me feel sane when I lie in my bed all day Am I okay Staying up way too late Just pacing & wasting all my time away I never really thought I'd be like this anxiously awaiting that horrid text to come through That she's better for you I'm just waiting for you to break my heart cause that's what I'm used too It's easier for me to cope with the pain then play all of these stupid games So just break me Just break me Happiness was never my thing Sadness feels like a friend It's always there It never leaves my side It's kind of comforting I never really thought I'd be like this anxiously awaiting that horrid text to come through That she's better for you I'm just waiting for you to break my heart cause that's what I'm used too It's easier for me to cope with the pain then play all of these stupid games I'm just waiting for you to break my heart cause that's what I'm used too It's easier for me to cope with the pain then play all of these stupid games So just break me Just break me