Abandoned

Saying that you love me Is just another way of telling me that you'll hurt me I hate that I'm messed up from the past People have burdened me People have hurted me Desserted me Made me feel worthless Left out in the cold is not a feeling that is wanted But just another feeling stuck with me bc I'm haunted By ghost that's a reminder of why I can feel unwanted Even if you telling me that you still fucking want me Do you still fucking want me Is this rly what you wanted Hmmm And you take part of the blame so that I don't feel crazy You make it better for me You try baby You're trying to save me And I can't process the love that you're trying to give me You mad at me cause my heart Boy that's crazy It's so fucking crazy And I still feel unwanted I do I do By you By everyone I hate I'm insecure Because I seek love in others And I still feel unwanted