equilibrium

Spit on the ground On the walls On my coat Out of my depth and my breath Freezing cold Fully soaked Heavy bones I just sold my soul for some coins Got a hole in my core Feel my throat getting sore and it's grey Sometimes a state of mind Sometimes what's displayed before my eyes This can't be right I'm uninspired in spite of people around me I admire I'm tired and I'm trapped by my circumstances Ease my grip A trick easy to forget I'm suffocating under the weight of my own ideals Can't wrap my head around it Fear keeps pulling the breaks I'm longing for the things I ran from and I always run from something Heart beats in my throat and is shaking the ground I stand on My armageddon My body trembles It's left in shambles Repeat to myself until I remember That balance is key That balance is key I've got walls caving in on me I need to find the key I've got walls caving in on me I need to find the key