Sleepless Enemy

Hold fast this ship is sinking Pull back the white flag Self-absorb the world around me I can't seem to live free Help, help Me, me believe There's more to the story I call a truce, don't need to lose Listen up, I need to stand for something Never say it's just a game It's such a shame You toy with life until you hit rock bottom You lay within your ways Are you okay? I feel ashamed that I ever knew you at all (Don't want to feel it) Feel it Feel any pain (Don't want to feel it) Feel it Feel any pain Sleepless enemy I'm lost and fading away The world is turning I am suffering Save me from me I live afraid and I'm hating Myself mental decay Don't want to feel it I'm just sleepless enemy Sleepless enemy I always say that I'm okay I'll find a way to feel alive It's hard enough to sleep at night Lucid dreams I fight The monsters in my mind I've had enough I've had enough Just wake me up Sleepless enemy I'm lost and fading away The world is turning I am suffering Save me from me I live afraid and I'm hating Myself mental decay Don't want to feel it I'm just a sleepless enemy I'm just a sleepless enemy Hold fast hold fast I'm just a sleepless enemy Hold fast this ship is sinking I'm just a sleepless enemy Hold fast hold fast I'm just a sleepless enemy This love was hard to mend Is this how it ends?