Swan Song

It's been a long road Through a cold dark lonely soul I shouldn't be the one you feel for Mama said I'm not here no more I fell asleep in my own head I woke up in my own bed I just wanted beautiful thoughts I said don't fear I'll always stand right here With my cigarette stained lip gloss I felt the burns on my skin from my past They hurt even more when I realized they were my last I used to wish for a marriage and children to carry But that dream seems so far gone all these thoughts are really scary I found the love that I longed for But that love is now long gone I searched further and harder and found you were my swan song You were my everything but not my breath to breathe But that doesn't mean I didn't sink when I watched you leave The way you laid me down that night I knew something wasn't right I let you break my bones Throw me in that river flow I know you will miss these days You will miss my pretty face The way that my perfume stays The way that I always say Hey dear I love you Hey I am here for you Hey I will fight for you Baby I would die for you All the things you never do All the things you never do All the things you never do