Different places

Everybody wants to feel good that's good But why it never pans out it's never understood Looking at the past it can give you your feelings It can help you make millions It can make you go to prison Wether you water whipping doing dishes in McDonalds On the field running balls no doubt you gotta cause Nobody is lost just in different places for today be awake and escape Never thought about my peers all these years Always thought I was cut above the highest face my fears Facing tears in the bathroom crying many ears Couldn't hear me but my pride was killed and many dear My attention but i'm distant and i'm different That's the way of all my missions Premonition into giving a f*ck about what's giving bout me Got many statements many things that I could say about you Sometimes I really sit and pray we never spoke I doubt if I would be rapping but it's stranger things think about Just here me out your worst thoughts you'll never say aloud I prolly shouldn't neither It's just the love that I got for you and many other people is exceeding Thinking about god himself teaching his teachings Many things inside my family tree we never speak of Rather take a rope hang off a branch and smoke some reefer A way to be high up in the sky literally uhh Usually I be getting by y'all never see me Remember Doug telling me his favorite song was tv Well I ain't got no favorite song shit all of them is bad And i'm the shitiest hard worker I don't mean to brag Sitting writing this rhyme thinking of my last days Summer 2022 came in last place but it's better then I realize now Cause in a while imma be M.I.A but first off Here comes the torture A nigga ain't exempt from real life in that order Cause i'm sorta burnt out like cd's and blunts But I never stayed weak not once And i'm hoping that society can learn a few things From trials tribulations that these rappers make you view It's not about yo life is different less exciting and dismissive You just in learning process Where you gotta learn to heal your thoughts The best gifts is tho ones where you receive ya lost And that's word to God So many questions you can ask You can answer you can feel And everybody kills It's just in a different way We find ourselves in these different places With different faces and different feelings And different things that we can say but Everybody knows there a cause and Everybody knows that we have flaws and that's art cause Everybody understands our part bruh Our part bruh Our part bruh