pressure

They don't know I do it I've been going through it I'm tired, I always look stupid Nobody around me even likes me but they won't tell me So I hit my ex on her celly Keep my feelings on lock I don't cry, no Tryna leave my friends on a high note Sun got me shinin' like rhinestones Feelin' fly'er than Spyro Cast blame do you feel better? He do it fine, but I know I make you feel better I don't wanna just talk all night if you won't stay mine That's real pressure And you real special So I'm sorry all the times that I'm real extra I just don't wanna lose you Sorry to confuse you Took too long to get my head straight, new view Long nights I don't sleep very often But it's cool imma rest in the coffin Maybe then they gon' like me You got a phone in your hand but you still don't write me And if I ever wronged you, I'm sorry Before I was not me Had to own up, grow up, and not expect someone to want me You don't wanna wait for 'nun You just wanna play your cards Always in my way for what? Damn I wanna feel your touch I don't wanna waste no time being down bad Put your hands on me like a mousepad I've been locked inside like a house cat If you were here though, bet I wouldn't mind that Feelin' overwhelmed I won't cry though I'll distract myself 'till tomorrow I keep busy, running from feelings Feeling so dizzy, crying all weekend You don't wanna wait for 'nun You just wanna play your cards Always in my way for what? Damn I wanna feel your touch