Disgrace

I'm a disgrace They say I've ruined the family name Sickened by addiction Mental heath slowly slipping Am I not sane?! I need to get away I need to get away I need to crawl in my hole before I lose all control and end the lives of you "saints" The people looking at me sideways Have I lost my way Well I don't know if I'm straight My mental health's slipped away Ive gone deranged I've gone insane I think the doctors and the meds are all fake I need some space I need some space I'm not insane No one care why youre here No one cares why you're here This wont be your fucking year So go ahead and cry pussy