Selfish

You know i hate to see your sad face You say it's been a long time since the last date Lil new york thing with new york slang You peeping mad change Saying shit ain't felt the same in the past days Feel like u running to my heart but you keep comin in last place But first to everything else You tell me I can't buy time but try to purchase everything else Like them purses and them rings help I don't do that shit on purpose know i mean well,i mean well You just want my love lockdown i'm tryna see bail Probably why my number blocked now i tried to email I been on my grind bout 24/7 You should stop listening to Ella Mai and Meek Mill I been tryna keep it real But honestly im the streets forreal You ask me how i'm posed to make it when i don't wanna label and can't keep a deal But im tryna keep you still I can't love her like she need me So she say she wanna leave me I'm so selfish i should let her Know my grind gone last forever but I'm conflicted you see For i love my work more than i did she It's only an i m e in time but w in we So i'm thinking we could win, but then again i need m's for my mom At least the double s for my sis, and Maybe could work out once i buy you gems (Gyms) and Rubies all that glitter but See i need a b for my business Need to dot the i's and cross the t's for my hittas 2 Gs for my niggas Cause you know i sweat bullets, shed tears and bleed for my niggas uh Cs cause they crippin, wild to me that only She's set trippin over the littlest shit and told her she get an A for effort but still we can not be Temper tantrums breaking glasses pry why she can't see I'm doing my damn thing Ima gangsta baby i can't change If you can't stand my drive then stay in ya damn lane I can't stop for you So i ain't stopping you She say she can't tell if she love me Cause one second it's f*ck me and then you f*ck me Dont wanna think it's over but it must be Right person wrong time uh shit is just unlucky I don't know what to say it's like i want you stay but i don't want you wait I'm tryna give you my time but i don't got none to waste A lot of stuff on my mind it's like i'm stuck in a daze You just stuck in the days before everything changed You say shit ain't adding up so you subtracting yourself from the equation Saying that they wasn't there for you fore you made it like f*ck is you saying I ain't even say shit about no other bitches, you just made that up She said you switching and that's lame as f*ck I told you my heart colder than the Yakutsk cause love is dangerous So shit if you ain't gon stay for me, maybe you should for us, f*ck I can't love her like she need me So she say she wanna leave me I'm so selfish i should let her Know my grind gon last forever but I can't stop for you So i ain't stopping you