spaced out

Always in my mind And always in my mind Straight up spaced out Always left behind and always out of sight Cant say no cant say no Cant say no cant say no I just wanna talk Cuz i cant let it go My faith is gone My fate is blurred out You dont wanna talk cuz its the same old All you wanna do is f*ck around all night You dont really wanna find out who i am Im sick of all the whack shit Tired of pretending that im somewhere while absent Im losing control Too broken to hold Too woke to ignore Im losing control Playing with the time Got lost in the tide Held on to the right of choosing my fights Felt nothing but the edge I cant recall those days Im ok nonetheless Like a habit Ive been hidin I dont really have it And im deep in denial Full speed into the lies All ears but no eyes Blinfolded he cries