Death Kiss (feat. Minzie)

If this was the end, would you tell me how you felt? Cause when I was here, you only cared to hear yourself I ain't have no help, when all i thought about was death Bottles on my desk, wishin they was hollow shells Damn my nigga left, ain't get to tell him I respect Everything he did, but now I'm glad he get to rest Sacrifice my health, tryna find my sense of self Quiet always kept, throw my problems on the shelf From the soul, cryo cold, please don't hit my phone Should be left alone, for yo own good, just let me go How i feel, I can't tell what's real, keep it concealed How i deal, plot on making M's and my revenge This is the end for me I can feel it coming Even though I'm running From my worst enemies Haunted by my shadows Got me feelin mad low I don't wanna see you cry (Baby don't cry for me) So I tell you that I'm doing fine (l'm doing fine) Just pretend you don't see through my lies (Don't wanna lie to you) Cuz the pain is killing me inside Can't let go of my pride Cuz I'm Restless, don't know what's next, shit, I'm losing touch Ain't got no death wish just feel that death kiss, been creeping up If i was selfish, I'd count my blessings, run for the sun Run for the sun, aye Restless, can't tell what's next but I'm losing touch Ain't got no death wish just feel that death kiss, been creeping up If i was selfish, I'd count my blessings, run for the sun But my time ain't up l always give into darkness when I try to rest It's hard to avoid all these kisses from death I'm trying my hardest Im trying my best But I can't escape cuz my life is a mess No I won't accept that they left to die Plot my revenge when I look in their eyes See all the pain I've been struggling to hide When I'm lost in the madness I feel so alive I'm so So So