Nainai [Cover]

I’ve no I, inside just shadows swirling I’m a lie, glass-eyed, a doll can’t show true “ai” So self-denied, obey without reply I’m not I Shy, this love of mine won’t spread it’s scarlet dye I sigh, and try to copy other’s lives Oh shadow can you tell me who you are? No two answers are the same! Should I fade away to no-one at all - Be poised and perfect, no will at all? Is living my life just a waste of time? Is living for me such a crime? Nothing’s here inside, inside, inside~ of me, Inside myself? Who am I? I’m blind, I’m blind, I’m blind to myself! I’ll sweep all this away, goodbye I can feel no joy, no grief inside of me now They’re transparent as air Now my face cannot reflect the feelings inside Of me, of me Of you, of you I can’t even laugh! I will find what’s mine beyond this ash-filled life Just one more time, I’ll wait for brighter skies No more, no more of all this soot-black grime But I’m running out of time! I’ll be here, inside, inside, inside of me, Inside myself Bitter tears I cry, I cry, I cry without end I know this awful taste means goodbye I cannot go home, no where to turn for me now I am lost like a child Faults that I can’t hide, mistakes I’m keeping inside Of me, of me Of you, of you But I don’t care! Both my shadow and my shape How I want to throw them far away! If it turns to ash once more It’s fine to start from scratch again! Nothing’s here inside, inside, inside of me Inside myself? Who am I? I’m blind, I’m blind, I’m blind to myself I’ll sweep all this away, goodbye! I can feel no joy, no grief inside of me now They’re transparent as air Now my face cannot reflect the feelings inside Of me, of me Of you, of you I just want to stay right here where I am With you, here with you Here with you With you I’m longing to laugh