Self Searching

Yeah 'bout everyday I just try to find myself I'm far away I just go through all my problems went insane They don't know how I be feeling can't explain I hide it everyday Like what the f*ck is going on? I don't know right now but my actions ain't speaking on It's just crazy cause my feelings they be bundled up I don't wanna fight with you I wanna fall in love wanna fall in love mmm I know it's hard to explain Right now it feel different my emotions they ain't fazed I don't wanna count up all the fights up in my face I would rather go count up some chips give f*ck bout fame I feel like everyday I just try to get it right I'm far away I'm just going through some shit I can't explain I know my life would be better in the A the 480 Like what you say? I just wanna start out fresh but don't complain I just know it's better out there in the A I be going through some shit I can't explain I can't explain Yeah 'bout everyday I just try to find myself I'm far away I just go through all my problems went insane They don't know how I be feeling can't explain I hide it everyday I don't even have no friends I got my brudda I won't change He just told me count up rackies stay up out the way I just wanna take care of my momma f*ck the fame Said f*ck the fame Right now it be hard we keep on fighting be like what's the cost? I don't wanna talk about the times right now I'm really lost I know that I said I'll find myself but now it's way too gone I just wanna change what's on the way my mind can't get it out I can't understand why am I like this I can't love But I can understand the way you treat me showing love You'll never understand the way I be my pain is up Do this shit in poetry the way I show my love